So much for working in my art room tonight. I'll try to do some tomorrow night.. Mason and I had a lot of talking to do. We are planning on a very quick wedding this week.. Before Masons orders are finalized we want to be married.. it makes it a lot easier for me in Germany, Some of my family don't understand and I understand that. I hope the day never comes when I stop growing and looking for new adventures. My family will always be important to me, it's who I am. I love my family very much and I hope they can be happy for me. One never knows what life has in store for them, we just do the best we can. I had a very nice talk with my sister Cathy on my way home from work tonight, I couldn't of asked for a better sister, she is a great listener, never judges and is very straight up with me.. NO SUGAR COATING... She understands peoples wants and needs change. She doesn't agree with every thing I say and doesn't hesitate to speak up when needed. I'm thankful she is my sister....I also had a good talk with my daughter this morning. That one was hard. I understand where she is coming from better then she knows, I wish I could explain but it's so hard to put it into words. For the longest time I told everyone I never wanted to get married again. It has taken me years to feel the desire to do it again. I hadn't realized until recently just how much time it has taken me to get over my divorce. Just because one receives that piece of paper saying the divorce is final, doesn't mean in your heart everything is forgotten and more importantly, healed. I wouldn't say even now I'm 100 percent health again, but I'm close. Enough about that..

Masons job interview with Florida was postponed until tomorrow. So, no new news there.

My mom is coming to stay with us for awhile before we leave, I'm looking forward to that. She is a great help and has always got the best ideas. I'm hoping to have a lot of my packing done before she gets here. Just because I can't wait until the last minute. I will drive her home and then stay for several days to visit family and friends before going to Germany. I'm thinking she should come the middle of April. The passes she has to travel should be clear by then. We will have a better idea when Mason gets his orders.

I've talked to much tonight... I'll try to have sweet dreams, you do the same...